Impatient....

It could be all the chocolate ice cream, or again...PMS....or the fact that it's been raining....or work stress....or home stress....or everything altogether...but I'm kind of impatient today. I began giddy, hyper and now I'm kinda pissy...lol. It's pretty cool though to have as many colors as a paint palette in all of it's shades....sometimes. Other times it can be overwhelming.
Working on the hidden skeletons can be an exhausting exercise....and I've begun what feels like the beginning of emotional olympics training, so I guess I can expect some muscles to be sensitive...lol...after all...I'm not too keen on the whole warm up piece....
What would I do without metaphors...or analogies...how can anyone live without them? It totally illustrates thoughts and feelings...doesn't it? LOL...to me anyhow...
If I could take my emotional temperature though....I don't have a fever...and I'm not hypothermic either....hmmmm...what does it feel like? uhmmmm....uhmmmm....dry? dehydrated? yeah...that sounds like a term I can use for this....I'm running low on the warm and fuzzies...and I soooooo like them! It's been a full week or so, that nobody has given me a compliment....lol, pathetic...but hey, we all have our addictions....oh, and sex? That's a bad word in this house these days...maybe that's why I'm getting cranky? BINGO! I think I nailed it....or not...lmao...can women nail? Hmmm...don't think so...from an anatomy standpoint...the nailing I would believe equates to the phsyical pounding and thrusting of the male's reproductive organ into the female's genitalia...lmao...clinical...just the way I like it....hehehe....and, women by nature...unless wearing a strap on...can't...laughing....just reminded me of the last episode of the L word....and omg....Grey's new season starts this week! YAY! Back to living vicariously through mcTony....oops...dreamy...and Rebeccadith....oops Meredith....LAUGHING REALLY HARD NOW...can't believe I wrote that...doesn't even seem to apply these days...but I guess, that no matter where I am emotionally...that series will always remind me of the lebanese connection...lol. But we're passed that stage....thank heavens!
Not elaborated on that whole rollercoaster now....I'm finding my zen place here in all this blabbing...no desire to knock it all to hell with irrational crap....lmao....
Ok....back on track here with my random but fun thoughts....what else do I want to rant about? Lack of sex, again? laughing....I'm pretty sure that's what it is...and it's hilarious because I didn't think of it, until I started writing....easily fixable....but don't want to go down that road...could be confusing....and I can make due on my own...lmao....I'm getting lazy on that front though....too spoiled...have had it good...don't want to make an effort on my own...lol...so sad....but, what can I say? I've been ruined....
Well, now that I've identified the issue...no sense in elaborating...would only get me all worked up and nowhere to go....lol. Cranky me tuning out....