viernes, 24 de agosto de 2007

Timing...is everything....

I can understand how the little ugly duckkings that turn into swans feel...and it's not all positive, really. I mean...why didn't people appreciate and see them for what they were before the transformation? Like him...why now? I was here...all this time, and he couldn't even see me...so now is a good time...yeah, well....don't think so...plus...truthfully...my heart isn't in it....and I do care about him alot....funny, but it doesn't feel right...and for far more reasons than the obvious...
A quick fix won't make up for what I really would like to experience...and well, I'd rather wait, I guess....wow...loyalty? I don't know what it is...don't really need to....
Ironically though...I must be clear that it's for me...because "he" doesn't really care one way or the other...sighs...nobody is getting what they truly want these days I guess....
Too tired to write...amazing...and kinda discouraged....till tomorrow...

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