Rainy day rambles...

What is it about rainy days that just gets under my skin? The gray sky? The fact that it gets colder everywhere? The traffic jams? Can't really say...but it's like I gain weight...literally, and don't even want to sit up straight...I can feel my eyelids getting heavier, and my legs get lazy to even walk.....
On days like today....I enjoy to stay curled up in bed...watching a good movie and eating chocolate ice cream....yum! Preferably not alone....to be able to snuggle and stretch against him like a lazy little kitten whenever I want....and whine....nudgin him with my head just enough so that he strokes my hair....until I smile....lol...but, I'm not high maintenance at all....right! Throw my leg on over him....and just feel his warmth....all around....
Or if alone...do all of the above...with several pillows...no whining or nudging required....I'd replace those with rubbing my eyes and yawning very unattractively....LOL...I toss and turn alot more with the latter....with him, I fall right asleep....
Sex on a rainy day is usually much better too....thunder, lightening....chilly....but so warm under the covers....I usually complain at the beginning and go for the covers until I warm up....or not...LOL....sometimes I just complain and complain...mood killer that I can be....
Good music...comfort food, and good company are rainy day essentials....but today, I had to work...yuck! Had pizza for lunch that made my tummy go haywire....and no snuggling....instead I ended up wrapped up like a taco to keep from freezing! Well, that's not entirely true...I did mentally snuggle...lol....does that count? It did warm me up...so I guess it must....
Smiles....and now my mind just went black thinking about that....and can't seem to get back on track....I'm stuck, with the mental snuggle man in a room...and it's raining....and I'm not cold at all...LOL...Rooms get darker when it rains...it all does...but it creates a pretty cool effect next to windows with curtains not entirely open....hmmm....did it rain while he was here that one time? It seems familiar...and if it wasn't then the heck with it....the day dream looks good....pausing here....want to just think and not write....it's amazing how some thoughts can be so vivid....and how I can almost feel it happening....I must have that stupid look on my face right now....but I'm smiling...so it's all good...
Another spoonful of sweet corn with butter and salt here to get back to reality....my daughter is watching her favorite tv show....and the house is soooo quiet...yes! I have to cherish this rare moment....
The house isn't such a mess....more clothes washing and drying....made dinner....not bad...getting better at this....
It's chilly here....had to turn the ac off.....rainy day....oops telephone....kids need mommy pick up....or maybe not....if my aunt can drive them over...I wish...I'll wait and see for a few....but I'm pretty sure that I'll have to go and get them.....
Stretching....don't know if it's the writing....or the day...but getting lazy here...still have a long ways to go to bed here though...not until the mr. gets home and that's usually late these days...
Looked into places to go on his days off....the dates aren't confirmed yet....and I'm laughing to myself here....such double morals....thinking about my days away with hubby...and the almost immediate thought is also the other plans....I had to literally stop to chuckle....I guess I'm still a little surprised at myself and my ability to multitask emotionally....LOL
Today it all makes sense though....wish I had this clarity all the time ...phone keeps ringing...ok, daughter is being dropped off and we'll all go and get son after that....gives me some more time to ramble....
So back to his days off.....several choices, not any defined yet....need those dates, so that we can have those squared out before the end of the week...when I'll spring my travel news....lol....I have become the devil....
Oh, and have to look into anniversary plans too....LOL....not that Marriott this year, for sure....maybe this outting should be our anniversary getaway and just have dinner or something on that Thursday...or it is Friday?....Anyway....lots to plan, such little time...yay! I like planning....I really hope my other plans work out...if not, there's always July and my son travelling....not so easy to get away then though...but not impossible...we'll see how it goes...but, I'm pretty sure that I'll come up with something over the next couple of months...
Phone again...he's actually shopping for me....end of the world? He's looking at the wrong sizes though....must be thinking about the praying mantis he was seeing....lol, I've not fit in a size 6 in ages! But, I'll let it slide...it's the thought that counts...and he's looking for stuff for me at the store...last night must have really been good...OMG...I'm a slut! Laughing....and my point is? At least sluts have fun....hmmm....maybe I should explore that thought a little further....
Really...if I slept with more people...would that get me rid of my hang ups and my need for emotional crap? Or would I end up all lovey dovey each time....I guess the circumstances would probably determine that....what the hell am I talking about? As if....I'll jump in bed with the first guy that says....lmao...wait a minute....I think I did that already.....yep, slut indeed.
Yeah, but there was some connection there...not like a met Pedro off the street and started stripping....boy, for a rainy day blog this has gotten interesting.....
Sex with a total stranger....hmmmm....a part of me says, interesting...but what are the odds of actually hitting it off with someone like that...I need a connection, something....
My god....what the heck am I thinking today? Way too open minded today...lol...oh well, it won't leave this blog and materialize anyway so what the hay....
So back to the sex with a stranger....nah, it's not really an appealing thought once I take the candles, the beach and the background music away....LOL....Doorbell, it was my daughter...while I waited for her....the funniest thought crossed my mind...did he really say hoo ha today? lmao
Or was it hoo hoo? Can't remember but it was soooo funny....
Ok, so not interested in the stranger thing....fun thought though....I mean, it would probably be excited....but very scary....if it was either someone I know and trust...or a movie star....and can't think of any of the two....lol....David Beckham in an alley....yep...interesting.....very interesting.....hehehe....ok, so if the stranger is hot....but that's so subjective....whatever...not like I'm going to do the research on this here...
Let me read back and figure out how I got here...lol
Ah ok...the sluts have fun comment...now I remember, got sidetracked with Beckham here....who wouldn't?
Really though....trying out whatever with whomever...no complications....but I guess I'm not built that way...which is actually a good thing....never say never though...I've crossed some freak lines that I never thought I would soooo...who knows?
Hmmmm.....so, emotional connections are so messy....what's left is the sex part...I really wish I could just think like my gfd in terms of pickles...and nothing else....but, if that were the case I'd be happy with a dildo....and, I don't see myself getting it on with a piece of plastic...no matter how pickle ish....LOL....
It's what's inside....the feelings that can make a moment amazing....or not....and here we go on the sappy ride again....and maybe I am a corny romantic...but that's the way I like it....moments that really take my breath away...and not just because of the exercise...but the intensity of the emotions....lol....
Not to say that I'm against some wham bam...let's get it on like animals every once in awhile....lol, like his toilet story....that would be fun....
Did I mention that rainy days make me uhmmm....aroused? No kidding....after all this sex talk....laughing....
Oops...was day dreaming again.....smiles....actually playing back some already lived tapes....ooook....time to pick up my son...maybe continue my rambles later on if I have the time...I actually like where this rainy day is taking me....it's sunny in my head already.....
To be continued....