Daydreaming....

I get in my car....turn on the music...and it's just seconds until it begins...the moment in which my mind wanders....and fills with warm, fuzzy....and feel good thoughts....and sometimes hot and exciting, but also feel good thoughts...lol. I wonder how I can be so taken by the thoughts....and images...and focus on the road...lol...or do I?
It's like my brain is smart enough to zone in and out, when needed....
And I can see where I'm going...but can see where I'd like to be, at the same time...
It's so much fun, to just imagine myself...in a different place...at a different time....playing out what I think might happen, or wish would happen...or go over what already has...
I don't even realize it, when I'm already smiling...all by myself...like a silly girl...lol.
Or, if it's one of those.....then biting my lips....and getting anxious...lol.
Either way, it's fun!
And I can almost feel it...as it happens, whatever I'm dreaming about...
and I can feel the happiness, or the fulfilment...or the excitement...depending on what's going on in my head...
I can imagine, the sensations...and get completely swept away by it....
How time freezes a bit...when you're getting so close to each other...mouths attracted...eyes locked....how it feels...the warmth...and the softness of the lips...the tongue....the playing...the dancing....
How soothing it feels...to be so close...kissing....and then how hands hold you....sometimes firmly...others gently...or they just run up and down your back...other times pulling you closer....but it's always perfect....as if it was rehearsed...everything connects the way it's supposed to....everything fits just right....and you just let go....it's amazing....
Well....dreaming about it...is almost as good...lol.
Once you let the dream get that far...it all happens kinda fast...lol...or sometimes very very slow....
These days...it's usually fast...lol and intense...and passionate...no shyness...no holding back....just going with the feeling....doing what feels right....not leaving an inch untouched....or kissed...or licked...lol.
The dreams....and the anticipation...make it very interesting...and letting my mind wander has become a hobby of sorts...kinda like that happy place that people talk about....and once I've gotten the dream fix, I'm good!
On days like today...it plays out something like this....
We're walking into a room together...alone....the doorway is small...and we're pushed together....giddy about being there....we both laugh....and look at each other....and a warm tingle in my tummy comes over me...his eyes...his mouth...he's right there in front of me....we drop anything we might have in our hands....he gets closer to me...backing me up against a wall....I can hardly breathe....my mouth is slightly open...waiting....his chest is pressed onto mine....his hands....reach for my face....my knees feel weak....my hands slowly climb up and my fingers clasp onto his belt....he takes my upper lip between his lips....and gently pulls it towards him....our mouths dance....very slowly....each time....it feels moist....soft...warm.....our tongues....touch each other....just barely....and then again....and again....and I can feel our breathing get faster....my hands are around him pulling him closer....he's leaning towards me....my heart is pounding....I want him to just lift me up and take me....do whatever he wants with me....lol, seriously....
Haven't really gotten past that moment yet...but I play it out over and over....and it just gets more and more intense....sometimes...my legs end up wrapped around him....sometimes...we end up on the floor....sometimes he turns me against the wall....and bends me over....sometimes he's on his knees...my leg over his shoulder...and he's driving me crazy...lol....
But, we've not gotten past the doorway...in my daydreams....
But wow...lol....alot happens in the doorway....
And it's almost desperate....but, very very good....
Oh, I've also had the clothes on daydream alot.....
We're rolling around in bed...fully clothed....driving each other nuts...but not going any further....just rubbing....and moving....and touching....over the pants...or shirt....or with clothes half on....lol....
I have plenty of time...to get to the next steps...but for now..I am so enjoying the daydreaming....
Just writing it down...and I'm catching my breath...lol....and biting my lips....and daydreaming all over again....
Big smiles....till next time...